I was a jackass, I know better but yet I fell to sexual sin again, what am I going to do about this.

I live in a house with two internets without filters on them I cannot put a filter on them because they are not mine and I dont live there in the school time. I went as far as 100 days without falling to sexual sin but now I fell twice in 2 days.

Im pissed, so what am I doing everymorning when I wake up I will read the bible and pray, then go through out the day, If I cant search sexy girls ever again, If I do I will give away a 3 dollar dontation, I cant touch myself no masturbating no stroking, no touching nothing not now, not ever. If I do 5 dollar donation, If I ejaculate ten dollar donation, If I look at porn Im giving away 20,

So no more bullshit on my part becuase I know too much to be doing this. I must pray every day, I will never be confident again in my walk in getting away from sexual sin, becuase I know I can fall at any time.

Im not screwing up again not now ever, this is my focus from hear on out, im not gonna get sloppy with it, I need to stay consistent with god, Or else im gonna kick my own ass.

The donations will go to anyplace you guys ask as long as its a good cause. So lets let it begin.

Note to self WAKE THE HELL UP!!! YOU KNOW TOO MUCH TO DO THIS YOU DUMBASS

Why would I ever let the devil win the fight?